Make A Wish...

Wow wow wow!
I had a great night tonight...
Actually I had a great day!

I wanna focus more on tonight though. It was just so great! I mean, when I got home, everything was fine. Nothing wrong happened! No arguments, no fighting, nothing! Everything was fine! Dinner was great too!

A couple of minutes after 8:30pm, my friends texted me. We were chatting through the messages and one of my friends, "Dudette" as I always call her, tells me that the moon look beautiful. I was in front of my computer then and I felt kinda bored so I let my sister use it for a while. I got out of my house and looked for the moon, sadly I couldn't see it. So, out of curiosity of what it might look like & boredom, I got my dad's bike and rode around the village. I was riding a long road far from my house and as I looked behind me, I saw the moon. I stopped, in the middle of the road and looked at it. It was smiling and it made me laugh a bit.

A few minutes then, I saw my parent's car pass by and I followed it until it reached my aunt's house. (Not really my aunt, I just call her that since she & my mom are close.) I gave my mom a kiss, rode off, gave the moon a last look.

When I got back home, I lay on the sofa and just listened to my mp3 and I was happy. After a few minutes Dudette texted again saying that there was a meteor shower. I got out of the house again but this time I just stood on the street, dead center, and I was looking up like I was a moron looking for aliens to take me. Still I stood there, waiting for a star to appear. On the corner of my eye, I saw one. It was just great to see that star pass by and I just felt great. My biggest and most impossible aspiration is to be an astrologist (w/c I can't fulfill cuz I'm not good at math).

After that, I wore my headphones, took my brother's scooter and sat on it as I looked up, waiting for another one to appear. And one did, so did another, and another. After those four shooting stars appeared, I smiled to myself, thought of the ones who I was texting and thanked God that he had given me such wonderful friends. I dunno how it was related to the shooting stars I saw, but that's what I thought and I'm happy about it.

After that, well, I'm here, blogging about it. Raving to my Nii-san that I love him (as a brother) and the whole family and everyone! I guess I get to wish for four things since I saw those four shooting stars... Hahaha! I'll try to wish for good things and I hope they would be granted.

My Yahoo! Status for tonight:
"Tonight was the most beautiful night. Four shooting stars, my mp3 played my favorite songs and I was texting my friends. I love this night! ..."

I just thank the Lord for giving me such a great day.
OMG! He has great timing since today was the last day of class! <3
Thank you Lord! <3

Curiosity cut my finger... <3

OMG!
I fucking cut my left middle finger!!
HAHAHAHAHA

My computer suddenly restarted!
And I opened my CPU!
And I saw this small circle thing and I touched it!
And it was a fan for the motherboard I guess!
And I typed and saw blood on the keyboard!

OMG! HAHAHAHA!
I didnt even notice!
HAHAHA :D

Panic! has new songs!
I love it. :D
I don't care if they're gay :D

i Want A Credit Card!<3

I freaking wish that I was born rich..

Sohos!<3
Grindstore!<3
EdocLaundry!<3
Skullcandy!<3

Hahaha! Damn! <3<3<3
AHHHHHHH~!

TToTT

Hahaha... I so wish I was rich. :D
<3<3<3

I love Shopping~

Oh my gosh!

Last Saturday I was in the city with my family, the city I grew up in. I had a terrible urge to go shopping and finally my dad allowed me to go with him. I live in the suburbs and I'm not so comfortable wandering about the city alone, so I asked my dad if I could come with him to buy a PC magazine. After riding the car, me and my dad dropped off in a mall and we walked in.

"OMG..." i whispered to myself. Almost everything had changed, I didnt recognize anything. Well, I did recognize the Blue Magic Shop and the Converse Shop, but damn how that place changed! It still had the same feel to it though. Hahaha. Like I when I was a little kid strolling along with my little sister and my parents. But at that time, it was just me and my dad.

I had fun shopping cuz since my dad is a softee, he bought a few stuff for me even if I didnt ask. I was looking for a gift to give my friend and for myself. Haha. We went inside ARTWORK™ I saw this cute red top! It said..

"I know Karate, Kung Fu and 47 more dangerous words!"

Hahaha! It was sooo cute! I just had to buy it. But first I had to look for a gift for a friend of mine. He owned a small car, and when I saw a yellow shirt saying "I miss my Beetle!" in an 80s font I took it and checked the price...

OMGWTFBBQ! It was a lot more than I hoped it would be! So I browsed for other shirts. It took me about 5 minutes of walking around the shop before I saw the sign "40% off" on the shirt I wanted to buy for him. I felt stupid to be honest. Haha! Note to self: ALWAYS CHECK FOR DISCOUNTS! Haha!

When I finally made up my mind that I wanted to buy that shirt, I remembered the cute top I saw. My dad was watching every single move I made. When I took that shirt off the shelf my dad suddenly became strict.

Dad : "Restrain yourself from buying things that you don't need."
Me : "But I'm gonna pay for it anyway!" *smile*
Dad : "Hmph." *smile*
Me : *smile*

I couldn't help it. It was so cute that I bought one. :D
As I was lining up to pay for the things I chose MY DAD, unexpectedly, GAVE ME MONEY! I was like...

"...........*looks at the money*...................... OMG really?!"

Dad laughed, nodded and HE REALLY GAVE ME THE MONEY. I was so happy! After paying for the shirts, we went to the other nearby mall. There, I bought a belt cuz I really didnt have one and my pants were too big for me (I lost weight and gained it again) Hahaha!

Yup! It was a fun night! Oh btw, I FOUND THIS CUTE JACK SKELLINGTON THING FOR MY PHONE! :D LOOK LOOK!

Ohhh!! SO CUTE!! :D

There! After that tiring night, we went home and I slept at my cousin's place hahaa! That's all! It was really fun!

P.S. We also bought the magazine dad was looking for :]

Dot Dot Dot

Somehow, I don't feel like doing any shit right now... I just feel like, there's nothing more for me. I've lost all possible inspiration to do anything productive. It sucks for me. Ha. Ha. Ha. Bite me.

*sigh*...

What the fuck?! I'm so damn bored... But as my friend said, boredom comes from within, and then she interrogated me about someone...
¬ ¬
Scratch that.

...
Hold on, I got a message...
...

Okay, so, my best friend has problems again. I can't stand being so away from her... She's like a sister to me, but I cant help her when something's wrong. I hate feeling so useless...

I dunno what I should do, I have to make a few posters for the organization, I have to ask my parents if I can go out this Monday, I have to find a gift for a guy friend who's birthday's gonna come soon. *sigh*

Anyway, I guess it's gonna end here. :D I got nothing more to say and I'm too lazy to do anything. Hahaha. Yeah... Cyuz.

Peace-out. :D

Being the 'boy' in the family...

Hmm, let's see. I love wearing boyish clothes, skulls, punching, gore, red && black, my guitar, my guitar picks, my broken skateboard, punk, rock, emo, getting bruises, anything that looks boyish and cool. Basically, I love boy stuffs. But that doesn't mean that I'm a lesbian right? I mean, come on people! Everyone's weird in some way! I love being like this! I'm comfortable living my life like this.

I'm the eldest in the family. My sister was born just a few years after me and my brother was born like, 7 years or something. Between that time, I was my father's "son". He treated me like one. We were so damn close and I love those memories! He taught me baseball, soccer, a lil bit of tennis and swimming. He influenced me on games and computers.

My mom used to take care of all my cousins since she was second to the last to get married. When I was born, my girl cousins were jealous of me cuz I was my mother's daughter. I was also the baby of my guy cousins. They spoiled me and taught me how to play different kinds of games and told me about their girlfriends. When my brother was born, everything I learned from my dad and cousins were now also taught to him.

But now that I'm a growing lady, it seems weird for someone like me to still play computer games and wear clothes that look better on a boy than a girl. They'll scold me when I walk like a boy and act like one. Oh Please, you raised me like this, blame yourselves. I'm happy being me, a girl. (Except the red time of the month) Hahaha. :D

What my parents don't know is, even though I act like this is because I was raised like this. I love jumping around, not caring if someone's looking at me or if someone's talking about me behind my back. I'd beat 'em up if I knew though. Hahaha.

People, Please. Don't judge a book by its cover...

And Dont judge someone by his/her appearance. >3<

Smile...

I found a video on youtube that showed the famous Elric brothers living in our own present time. It was so cute to see the little Ed, Alphonse and Winly look-a-likes running all over the place and having fun. It made me realize that even though living is both so difficult and so easy at the same time, we still need the people around us. Those people whom we love and care for and those that would do the same for us.

Like the brothers, we all have had some form of trouble in our lives. It might be with our family, our friends, the environment and even ourselves. But even if we are in our darkest times, we seem to have a small light that gets us through those troubles. That small light is someone close to you. Someone who would do anything to make you smile when you're sad and make you laugh when you cry.

It's not easy to spot those people. You might not even know that they're right beside you, helping you in every way possible, but you can't see them. We take for granted the people who help us out and we don’t thank them or tell them that we appreciate them. But when they're gone, we think and worry about them. We blame ourselves for taking them for granted. That's why we should always give importance to the people around us. Because in every obstacle in our life, there is someone with us who shares our pain and our joy.