Somehow, I don't feel like doing any shit right now... I just feel like, there's nothing more for me. I've lost all possible inspiration to do anything productive. It sucks for me. Ha. Ha. Ha. Bite me.
*sigh*...
What the fuck?! I'm so damn bored... But as my friend said, boredom comes from within, and then she interrogated me about someone...
¬ ¬
Scratch that.
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Hold on, I got a message...
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Okay, so, my best friend has problems again. I can't stand being so away from her... She's like a sister to me, but I cant help her when something's wrong. I hate feeling so useless...
I dunno what I should do, I have to make a few posters for the organization, I have to ask my parents if I can go out this Monday, I have to find a gift for a guy friend who's birthday's gonna come soon. *sigh*
Anyway, I guess it's gonna end here. :D I got nothing more to say and I'm too lazy to do anything. Hahaha. Yeah... Cyuz.
Peace-out. :D
Friday, October 26, 2007
Sunday, October 7, 2007
Being the 'boy' in the family...
Hmm, let's see. I love wearing boyish clothes, skulls, punching, gore, red && black, my guitar, my guitar picks, my broken skateboard, punk, rock, emo, getting bruises, anything that looks boyish and cool. Basically, I love boy stuffs. But that doesn't mean that I'm a lesbian right? I mean, come on people! Everyone's weird in some way! I love being like this! I'm comfortable living my life like this.
I'm the eldest in the family. My sister was born just a few years after me and my brother was born like, 7 years or something. Between that time, I was my father's "son". He treated me like one. We were so damn close and I love those memories! He taught me baseball, soccer, a lil bit of tennis and swimming. He influenced me on games and computers.
My mom used to take care of all my cousins since she was second to the last to get married. When I was born, my girl cousins were jealous of me cuz I was my mother's daughter. I was also the baby of my guy cousins. They spoiled me and taught me how to play different kinds of games and told me about their girlfriends. When my brother was born, everything I learned from my dad and cousins were now also taught to him.
But now that I'm a growing lady, it seems weird for someone like me to still play computer games and wear clothes that look better on a boy than a girl. They'll scold me when I walk like a boy and act like one. Oh Please, you raised me like this, blame yourselves. I'm happy being me, a girl. (Except the red time of the month) Hahaha. :D
What my parents don't know is, even though I act like this is because I was raised like this. I love jumping around, not caring if someone's looking at me or if someone's talking about me behind my back. I'd beat 'em up if I knew though. Hahaha.
People, Please. Don't judge a book by its cover...
And Dont judge someone by his/her appearance. >3<
I'm the eldest in the family. My sister was born just a few years after me and my brother was born like, 7 years or something. Between that time, I was my father's "son". He treated me like one. We were so damn close and I love those memories! He taught me baseball, soccer, a lil bit of tennis and swimming. He influenced me on games and computers.
My mom used to take care of all my cousins since she was second to the last to get married. When I was born, my girl cousins were jealous of me cuz I was my mother's daughter. I was also the baby of my guy cousins. They spoiled me and taught me how to play different kinds of games and told me about their girlfriends. When my brother was born, everything I learned from my dad and cousins were now also taught to him.
But now that I'm a growing lady, it seems weird for someone like me to still play computer games and wear clothes that look better on a boy than a girl. They'll scold me when I walk like a boy and act like one. Oh Please, you raised me like this, blame yourselves. I'm happy being me, a girl. (Except the red time of the month) Hahaha. :D
What my parents don't know is, even though I act like this is because I was raised like this. I love jumping around, not caring if someone's looking at me or if someone's talking about me behind my back. I'd beat 'em up if I knew though. Hahaha.
People, Please. Don't judge a book by its cover...
And Dont judge someone by his/her appearance. >3<
Friday, October 5, 2007
Smile...
I found a video on youtube that showed the famous Elric brothers living in our own present time. It was so cute to see the little Ed, Alphonse and Winly look-a-likes running all over the place and having fun. It made me realize that even though living is both so difficult and so easy at the same time, we still need the people around us. Those people whom we love and care for and those that would do the same for us.
Like the brothers, we all have had some form of trouble in our lives. It might be with our family, our friends, the environment and even ourselves. But even if we are in our darkest times, we seem to have a small light that gets us through those troubles. That small light is someone close to you. Someone who would do anything to make you smile when you're sad and make you laugh when you cry.
It's not easy to spot those people. You might not even know that they're right beside you, helping you in every way possible, but you can't see them. We take for granted the people who help us out and we don’t thank them or tell them that we appreciate them. But when they're gone, we think and worry about them. We blame ourselves for taking them for granted. That's why we should always give importance to the people around us. Because in every obstacle in our life, there is someone with us who shares our pain and our joy.
Like the brothers, we all have had some form of trouble in our lives. It might be with our family, our friends, the environment and even ourselves. But even if we are in our darkest times, we seem to have a small light that gets us through those troubles. That small light is someone close to you. Someone who would do anything to make you smile when you're sad and make you laugh when you cry.
It's not easy to spot those people. You might not even know that they're right beside you, helping you in every way possible, but you can't see them. We take for granted the people who help us out and we don’t thank them or tell them that we appreciate them. But when they're gone, we think and worry about them. We blame ourselves for taking them for granted. That's why we should always give importance to the people around us. Because in every obstacle in our life, there is someone with us who shares our pain and our joy.
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